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GOATED scene btw

People LOVE an anecdote that validates their phobias.

Thank you @Kaitlind

My best friend and I never text but we still hang out and are good friends. She just takes a long time to text back so I don’t really bother. I always text back fast whenever someone texts me but some people are busy and have their own things they’re dealing with. I think I’m a great friend but I feel like I give more effort than I get back.

And this is why I don't take people online seriously anymore.

"You can talk to me bro, I'm one of the good ones"

is actually some random freak

don't know, don't care

And this is why I don't take people online seriously anymore.

"You can talk to me bro, I'm one of the good ones"

is actually some random freak

If I read it, then said it alloud - I would have done a much better job --- when you read from a teleprompter - that uses a certain part of your brain, that, if experienced like I am, takes away your focus from your head and facial movement.
I have to figure out how to present in a way where I don't hate seeing myself show up in feeds --- basically I need to have an aesthetic that is so cool or interesting that even I, am like "dope" when I see my own videos pop up.

When I was growing up I understood the same thing I understand now.

Some adults are incurable cunts.

Dude noooo not the half-assed drying!!
Though a really pathetic hand dryer is maybe worse, cause do you stand under it for the 5 minutes you would need to to let your hands dry or do you just give up and air dry.
Proper first world problems 🙈

Pretty topical right now for me in the UK. A teenager was murdered a few months ago by a Sikh man, and the UK, which was already delving into the right wing bullshit, has gone a bit insane with "white lives matter" and vigilante reverse racist rhetoric. I'm for the most part staying off Facebook atm for that reason because the politicisation of a horrible tragedy which is feeding people's extremist views is not something I really want to be around right now.

Yeah that’s good. I’m still addicted to my screen. It’s bad because I waste time on it when I could be doing other stuff and it’s bad for your eyes too.

She should have been allowed to keep on talking. I don’t understand why it was an issue for that teacher and being threatened to have her diploma taken away isn’t right or fair.

The last 3 podcasts I've been trying to see if I could get good at teleprompter stuff --- so you know... like Jon Stewart, John Oliver, every night show host, every news anchor etc --- does...

Tons of TikTokers etc --- read off teleprompters...

But I have an issue --- it's not that I have nothing to say myself --- it's that I have trouble not getting... ANGRY - hence why you guys said I'm more "calm" as of late --- probably due to me reading.

So I'm going to stop using the teleprompter --- and focus more on communication skills in the future...

Basically --- these videos are a practice of becoming a more --- well received --- articulate --- person.

How do you feel about that?

There's a huge list. But if we say something we would never do, it's like jinxing yourself.

Thanks for being supportive --- I have a lot of women in my life who understand, support, respect reality & listen to me.

Thank you.
In fact, to reflect reality even further - pretty much all the people I talk to, were assigned female at birth.

I'm trying to set a screen limit --- you know? Like a daily cutoff time --- because... fuck man, we used to be farmers ---
For thousands of years --- farmers, hunters etc --- and now? This isn't natural.

We have the same issue.

Sir, i am here to let you know that " that woman" who sees your " personal stuff" through your eyes.. exists. IF YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT WHAT'S REALLY HAPPENING, •ok then ! • let's talk about " that female" who lives in your head !

I stop reading and looking at upsetting things and watch stuff that makes me laugh and see nice things that make me feel better. Then I’ll forget about them in that moment.

Windows machines trying to get you to use outlook, and other shitty things like in house internet browsers.

Cancer

Been there, I worked the night shift... 12 hours I think... before.