Alyssia

Complex Regional Pain Syndrome.

It's not letting me edit the quote to respond to the "Family" point you brought up. But I wanted to state I agree whole heartedly. I have never been beat down by anyone so badly than I have from a specific side of my family. I had to learn the hard way about keeping distance. Unfortunately, I've realized recently I still haven't learned my lesson completely as after literally saving this family members life over the summer, I made the mistake of thinking they would realize they were given a 2nd chance at life and change. But that was ignorant of me. I allowed them an inch of my life and they took an entire mile and absolutely destroyed me and any chance they ever have at a connection with me again. I have a serious problem where I try to figure out why someone does things. But I just cannot seem to understand the core reason of why this person is so cruel. She is quite literally the worst human I've ever met. It breaks me to my core and for some reason I feel stupid for even feeling hurt from this person at this point because they've done it so many times. I should have seen it coming.

Love this idea.. might have to go back to funding a couple. Gives me something to listen to while cleaning again 😁

I feel someone owes you a bit of an explanation because something tells me it definitely wasn't boredom 🖤