mary

What’s the point of life if you will never have the money to do the things you’d like to do… not even materialistic or just money but money is the key in order to do things like this. Even just travel or own a home and what not. Or my car currently is going to shit… I can’t afford a new one so how could one ever dream of travel or owning a home. Why is money so monumental.. but billionaires get away with horrific crimes (cough cough Epstein and accomplices). Maybe none of this makes sense but current states of the government make me question morality. How does money excuse you of morality? When money to me would just be stability. Money money money ugh

I wanna go to Japan so bad!! and I love onigiri I actually make yuzu salmon onigiri a lot at home. I’ll maybe go one day… I actually think if I never went that would be sad. What is life if you can’t do things you dream of doing? ahhh depression way of thinking again

I don’t think I’ve had a day of nothingness in a very very long time like years. I crave it often but maybe I go to Cali for my birthday and that would be a good few days of vacation.

When I went to the Bahamas it was so hot I couldn’t tell if I was drunk, tired, or heat exhausted

Personally every 2-3 days. I hear some people don’t find that healthy. I think it’s motivating to see even a few oz off. But others find that to be triggering. My advice is only weigh yourself in the morning after using the restroom. You can go naked or not it doesn’t matter too much. But start to weigh yourself every week and see if that works for you. Remind yourself that weight does fluctuates so even if you drank water before weighing yourself, if you drank a water bottle that’s 16 oz which is a pound that shows on the scale. Or if you had a big dinner even if it’s in your calorie limit. All of that is a difference on the scale you have to wait for it to digest. One time I drank 32 oz of water before a Dr appointment and for some reason idk if it’s because I ate a big dinner or what but I was 12 pounds heavier on the scale and I cried and cried and cried but when I went the next time it said I lost 30 pounds from my last visit. Little things do make a difference on the scale unfortunately, and that can be confusing to a person who is new to losing weight. Yourbest bet is to weight every week. Sorry for the long answer lol

I truly love different seasons for different reasons lol. Summer being my least favorite just because I hate 80+ degrees Fahrenheit. I love winter, but I caught myself saying I hated it a few times this season in particularly only because we had an ice storm. I love snow. But ice means no power and it’s way below freezing. That isn’t normal for us here but after it happened I even caught myself saying I hate winter a few times and that’s not even true. Love snow though, I really wanna learn to ski or snow board.

California burrito! I was gonna use almost the same image

healthy: I’m an amazing communicator and listener. I am super empathetic towards most situations even to a fault. I am a problem solver. unhealthy: I can get quite avoidant once I think a situation is unsolvable. Im sensitive just because I care so much about people in my life.

right now I feel like an arcade would be a lot of fun… but typically it’s video games and bed rotting lol

I know it’s not a real answer but the tall girl has always been compared to me in high school lol

I think Japan would be a very nice spot for a big romantic trip, I have so much I’d like to do there with a partner.

one thing I want to say on the other girl's case is that propaganda is real and in other countries they are given propaganda. there is a huge protest in Minneapolis i think and I have seen nothing about it on social media, I do think stuff is being not publicized properly. Ice is killing innocent people. if ice was taking violent criminals back to their countries everyone would agree with that, but people are protesting for the innocent people being taken/killed

I finished stranger things and now I’m watching made in abyss

No, thank YOU for showing up for ur community that enjoys your content in a mean mean world.

I believe it I look the best in a deficit when I am hungry, I just always want to improve