Let's check up, see how you are doing today.

Rate your day today and say why.

Me? 2/10. It's sunny out, but I'm just sad in general. Naps help.

How about you?

Today, so far I'm good.

Finished Christmas shopping for Ava

4/10. I feel like my mental health has been all over the place recently. Some days I’m not in a good mood or I’ll feel depressed, then the next day I’ll feel better. Most of the time I just feel tired and unhappy.

1/10

I feel like a shell of a person all I do is help people, care for little ones, and clean. Like every single day all day long. And I just want a break. Sometimes I feel like I don’t know who I am anymore. If there is no joy then what’s the point. If I’m not enjoying this why do I do it, I understand I have to but something needs to change. The one is there bc I do like the Christmas vibe and I’m seeing Silverstein in a few days.

5/10

Barely functional but my writing is starting to get recognition and that makes up for a lot

Thanks for being dark with me guys.

5/10 I won another poetry contest but also I kind of want to go live in the wilderness alone for a month until I like humans again

5/10

Meeting new mom group at my daughter winter event

Told myself i wouldn't be antisocial

Didnt work

Stayed to myself

Will try again

Edited December 22, 2025Dec 22 by Hannah Newera

2/10 everyone sucks and so do I

2 out of 10.I'm struggling...A lot.I gave it a 2 or else i'd feel bad for giving it a 1?i don't know how weird is that...

For the last 3 years i've been struggling too much.In every way possible and it cripples me.

I got no idea how am i going to be like a 5-or 6.

Been feeling 5/10 lately.

2/10.it's getting worse really.I feel like i'm hitting the very new bottom.

4 hours ago, Promisegreen said:

2/10.it's getting worse really.I feel like i'm hitting the very new bottom.

what's up? you wanna talk about it?

I'm 6/10, finally emerging from the anguish abyss, I think

3 hours ago, perpetually said:

what's up? you wanna talk about it?

I'm 6/10, finally emerging from the anguish abyss

I have sensorimotor OCD and depression:/ lately it's getting worse i dont know if im doing something wrong but...

My love life sucks eh.had a horrible date.I went out with someone after months and gosh it was bad.I seriously don't know what to do or who to trust anymore.

Fuck, OCD is terrifying, I'm so sorry. My mum has OCD and depression too and it's heartbreaking to see how much it torments her and how much it has taken away from her. My heart goes out to you .

If it's been getting worse over winter Is there any chance you're vitamin D deficient/not getting enough sunlight and it's causing Seasonal Affective Disorder? One of the most common causes for unexplained worsened depression in winter is that. Me and a couple other depressed friends all have SAD lamps to mimic sunlight. 😭

11 minutes ago, Promisegreen said:

My love life sucks eh.had a horrible date.I went out with someone after months and gosh it was bad.I seriously don't know what to do or who to trust anymore.

oh nooooo, was it someone you really liked before the date? Was the person awful?

I have some ludicrous terrible date stories if laughing at those would help you feel better 😇

maybe I should start a terrible date stories topic

2 hours ago, perpetually said:

Fuck, OCD is terrifying, I'm so sorry. My mum has OCD and depression too and it's heartbreaking to see how much it torments her and how much it has taken away from her. My heart goes out to you .

If it's been getting worse over winter Is there any chance you're vitamin D deficient/not getting enough sunlight and it's causing Seasonal Affective Disorder? One of the most common causes for unexplained worsened depression in winter is that. Me and a couple other depressed friends all have SAD lamps to mimic sunlight. 😭

oh nooooo, was it someone you really liked before the date? Was the person awful?

I have some ludicrous terrible date stories if laughing at those would help you feel better 😇

maybe I should start a terrible date stories topic

Thank you:) yeah about sunlight i had Vitamin D deficiency i can't absorb quite well.From time to time i take D3 K2 supplement maybe i should get that.It is winter here and i unfortunately don't go out very much:)Yeah about the date...Thought we had so much incommon and all,then he said i don't want to be with someone who is much more like me.I was like....o.0?Then he made many excuses and i bluntly said"after our date if you don't like me,if you're not attracted to me just say it."and he said it.I hate when people make excuses when i can literally see everything and know the truth.I hate dishonest people.